Ok I know its been very very long time since I have actually wrote anything in my blog or anything for the matter….the least honest reason is that my house is being renovated and that the option on using the computer or the net for that matter is out of hand …the other very honest reason is that I’m lazy …yup lazy like u muhahaha …anyhoo I would just like to say something in random…..(p/s: actually don’t give a damm if u are reading this or not…)…
I was watching this movie The Terminal ….the movie about a guy who was stranded at the U S air port becoz his country was in war…..and spending 9 months at the air port and not being allowed to go out or step out within the air port for that matter. I mean living in air port…doing everything for that issue…..at the damm air port.
I was wondering what could have happened to me if I were to be at that position …that 9 months stranded at a foreign air port and doing nothing all day…I mean just think about if what if u are stuck at a air port of a non English speaking country…how are u gonna survive ….how are u gonna understand the laws…. life style and all that…being there u have no relation or anyone in that country that could help u out for that matter…..
Ok u must be thinking the law should helped…but if u have watched the movie it happened long time ago….where the rules or such law for that kind of cases haven’t come out yet…..what would u do….how can u stay there and just hope that ur family had survived the war…or worse died…..in that movie all the rules or that kind of cases haven’t been invented or reproduced ….so how could u help that person get in or out of the country is by doing it by secret ……and just imagine if what ever they tried to do to help ….u can’t seems to understand …no translator are allowed since u dun want that case to go out on public….and worse ruin the air port’s best prestigious…..that man have got lost or guts…confident …bravery and a heck of hope….i can’t possibly do that…..i would be devastated by the situation I’m in and also worried sick about my family back home….
The lady character in that movie is very sad at the same time.....um how shall I put it…”stuck”….she is stuck from her work…life and her confused lover…..at first I thought hey she is stupid for doing something like that….i mean she knows that man is married and not planning to divorce but still she keep up with him….and worse encourage him to don’t give up hope for the lover on his family….but how about her…don’t she love herself…..there was one phrase that she said “I’m 39 yet I still dun have a family of my own… children…or anything…..i’m just me …waiting and this pager …just waiting…for what I dunno”……sometimes I wonder if I would end up like her…..or any of us for that matter…could I would be so blind not to notice that I have ruin my life and just waiting for sumting that might not happen……
What would have come to our faith in everything perhaps run down the drain along with love self attitude…….don’t this question ever cross ur mind…..”what is the purpose of my life…..Y am I born…what is my very own reason for being on this earth. ?” If u guys still dun understand what I’m trying to say …lets put it this way….”Bil gates was born to make our life easier …intro us to the world of computer with “drag and drop” function”…..sum child are born to be what they are today…like Nicole and all the people’s name u have read in the newspaper (minus all the negative news)……this child might have born poor but look at them now….they have certainly reached what they are born to do or to be……but have u thought about what u might be in this part of the world…I mean its not that u should be sumone famous…but at least writing sumting for children ....and making a change in the world or maybe just around u for that matter….dun u just wonder….. if its true u were born in this world for a purpose what would urs be?....God must have send us to earth for sumting……it have to be a reason…we just have to find out what…so far I feel like I’m lost …I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing……I mean have u just sit down one day and just think about what u have done so far…..what have u done to impress ur parents and most importantly ur self……have u made up for ur purpose that u were meant to do….have u done it …still doing it or haven’t thought about it…..
Just for the record …I love writing….i can write almost about anything that cross my mind…but why didn’t I take journal or anything that makes me a writer course…..y I just dunno….i have always wanted to make something that would impress myself…people around me and maybe adding a bit of fun in what ever I do…..but y didn’t I take the course I wanted ……I just can’t answer that question expect the easy answer is that “u are a dork”….well maybe I am …but y didn’t I follow my heart…perhaps I would have found the purpose of my existence…..but I didn’t do it….could I have “slip up” my purpose of life…..or maybe the reason I didn’t take is becoz deep down I knew that I was not that good at it….or was it something else?
Once I have visited a website that requires help…..like I write down and then get the answer from a professional …its like a help letter…and I was viewing about sum people’s problems and then sum ting I saw caught my eyes…..Death…well u see I have been very sensitive about death…well the reason being …when I was small and was staying at a flat…almost all the time there would be deaths happening….and it have bothered be greatly…..Watching people crying…..mourning…death processions and all that made me sick to the stomach …I mean I didn’t mean any offence but that particular year there was lots and lots of death……..old people…young…teen …murder case accident case and etc….i was freaked…I didn’t realise that people can die at any age…didn’t know that death is something that happens to everyone at anytime….i was scared….especially when a small boy around my age died…when I saw his dead body … I totally freaked…..at first I acted normal…..then when night comes I was really was scared…..i was sacred to go to sleep …I’m guessing becoz..when I saw the boy in the small coffin….and his eyes were closed…it looked like he was sleeping…and thought if I had to go sleep I might never get up again…..i asked my parents what happens when we died and where we would go…when my mom said our body will be burn and perhaps our soul would go to heaven …didn’t help and it made things worse….i used to ask my mom don’t they feel pain when burning….my mom just shook the head…..it didn’t help either…I kept thinking about my death…my body being burn to ashes…never to see my parents or do anything……being alone was the worse part…..i cried every night and then my parents got worried……I am not very sure how I got over it but I am very sure I wasn’t 100% over it…..my uncle recent death …worried me again I couldn’t sleep for the past 5 days in a row…hated any smell of flowers and anything for that matter…..and then form then the question came ……if we all were to die one day then what is it that god wanted each of us to being to be born and then die….why would he do that kind of thing…u might say many answers but what the real truth is still left un answered…..what is his main reason for making us as who we are now and what are each and everyone’s purpose in the world….
The linking question above to the The Terminal is that…that guy is the reason there is such rules…… if ever such cases to ever happen again…he is the cause of the existence of the law…. .he was born to make a purpose right…it is not big or anything but it sure made a difference ….then u would think about the murdered cases …..people dieing in the hands of another instead of natural causes what about that right…well if there weren’t such victims …..we won’t have found out about DNA…CAT scan and all the newest and latest gadget that was invented to help investigate a crime…if it wasn’t for the dead victim. we won’t have thought of DNA and all right…if we were to just die of natural causes then we would never understand the DNA and understand about ourselves….Most of the phenomenon comes form something right…..I mean if we not have crash or had accident we would never have thought of seat belts ….air bag and all right?…each of the victims makes a difference even if it cause their life…..but it sure as hell made a lot of difference…..if everything were to go right or perfect then we would possibly stay the same forever ….if u were to question….. what about the bad guys right….they too have a purpose …being born in to what their have become….. then they too have their own purpose….if it wasn’t for the bad guys then we would not have think about electric chair….new rules and law ….they had a purpose on making our life better and saver for all….even if it means doing bad and harm…what I am trying to say is that we all are born to do something….we all have a core purpose…. but it is up to us to find it and make the difference….wouldn’t u agree…take some time to think about it…it will heck surprise….. on how u can reflect and judge on the thinks I just said…most importantly it will surprise u how well ur brain works ……but that is another story.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Saturday, May 20, 2006
try tis its worth the time
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
lalala
Days changes to weeks and weeks changes to years and it goes on but I will never stay the same …(what u get all wrinkle right !!!) ok got to stop talking nonsense…..
Ok at first I think wanna talk about the CR class I think I really like that class despite the fact that its has lots of facts to remember but I think its very easy if u really pay attention in class…anyway the other subject is not bad …if the lecturer is very boring I’m sure I would have hated that class but since he is very nice and really heaps of fun…. I think for once I really math class muhahahha …..anyway life is not that bad I mean I do have some time doing this and study and all but the weird thing is that I never …no I haven’t step a foot at Mines this sem…….weird I mean u have a lot of free time but still u go during your really sem…where u have a lots of class and lil time ….that’s just weird
Anyway ……oh yeah today I just wanna discuss ..actually more like talk to myself in blog….
I was watching this documentary about called “Ancient history” or something like that it was showing about the those day people Neolithic to be precise …they have dead body rotting under their bed …..yeah u heard me right dead rotting body under the bed….they sleep and do everything in that room …while the body rot away…yeah the dead body are their loved once….u do know how dead body smell right….sleeping with them men its just disgusting I mean no matter how much u love ur loved once I know and believe no body would want them to rot under ur bed I mean I might like to bury them and clean their grave or burn and keep their ash…but under u bed now that is just disturbing …puls when for example a mother who lost her young son she would put her son in a hole under her bed and cover with thin layer of plaster …human body stench need to be deep at least 8 feet deep to keep the rotting smell away from u and the surface…just image what a thin layer of plaster and hole not deep 4 feet could do…I mean its would stink and man I really wonder how they could do it. Then oh yeah if the son is dead and the mother is gonna die too later after sometime …when she die she would be buried under some other people’s bed and the head of her boy would be snap off from the boy body and placed in her arms …so the mother looks like she is hugging her sons head even after she is dead….i might sound sentimental but to be honest …..what is more disturbing ripping the sons’s head or the part u bury u other love one with the ripped ….and later this get even more shocking
There was this time like Halloween fest and u have to picture the Mexican Halloween coz the ritual is the same …the Mexicans they celebrate the dead right they go take their ancestor’s bone or skull and clean or sum just decorate the grave… where they dress up like ghost to become one with the ghost of their loved once …so this ancient people are the same but they don’t dress up they take the head or their dead loved once and put them on their bed and show them love…as it actually TOUCHING THEM …..stroking the head ….and all ewwwwww……man man I was eating bread when I was watching that and man did I wanted to puke …..i mean if u have dead head in ur house and the smell it self is enough to throw up but touching the rotting flesh is just disgusting hugging and holding them close is even more mind numbing …….i mean just imagine touching the rotten flesh and the slime of the body fluid …arrghrrr hhh……I mean that is not love man that is just sick…..
Ok I got to stop her before I barf…..k bye bye
Ok at first I think wanna talk about the CR class I think I really like that class despite the fact that its has lots of facts to remember but I think its very easy if u really pay attention in class…anyway the other subject is not bad …if the lecturer is very boring I’m sure I would have hated that class but since he is very nice and really heaps of fun…. I think for once I really math class muhahahha …..anyway life is not that bad I mean I do have some time doing this and study and all but the weird thing is that I never …no I haven’t step a foot at Mines this sem…….weird I mean u have a lot of free time but still u go during your really sem…where u have a lots of class and lil time ….that’s just weird
Anyway ……oh yeah today I just wanna discuss ..actually more like talk to myself in blog….
I was watching this documentary about called “Ancient history” or something like that it was showing about the those day people Neolithic to be precise …they have dead body rotting under their bed …..yeah u heard me right dead rotting body under the bed….they sleep and do everything in that room …while the body rot away…yeah the dead body are their loved once….u do know how dead body smell right….sleeping with them men its just disgusting I mean no matter how much u love ur loved once I know and believe no body would want them to rot under ur bed I mean I might like to bury them and clean their grave or burn and keep their ash…but under u bed now that is just disturbing …puls when for example a mother who lost her young son she would put her son in a hole under her bed and cover with thin layer of plaster …human body stench need to be deep at least 8 feet deep to keep the rotting smell away from u and the surface…just image what a thin layer of plaster and hole not deep 4 feet could do…I mean its would stink and man I really wonder how they could do it. Then oh yeah if the son is dead and the mother is gonna die too later after sometime …when she die she would be buried under some other people’s bed and the head of her boy would be snap off from the boy body and placed in her arms …so the mother looks like she is hugging her sons head even after she is dead….i might sound sentimental but to be honest …..what is more disturbing ripping the sons’s head or the part u bury u other love one with the ripped ….and later this get even more shocking
There was this time like Halloween fest and u have to picture the Mexican Halloween coz the ritual is the same …the Mexicans they celebrate the dead right they go take their ancestor’s bone or skull and clean or sum just decorate the grave… where they dress up like ghost to become one with the ghost of their loved once …so this ancient people are the same but they don’t dress up they take the head or their dead loved once and put them on their bed and show them love…as it actually TOUCHING THEM …..stroking the head ….and all ewwwwww……man man I was eating bread when I was watching that and man did I wanted to puke …..i mean if u have dead head in ur house and the smell it self is enough to throw up but touching the rotting flesh is just disgusting hugging and holding them close is even more mind numbing …….i mean just imagine touching the rotten flesh and the slime of the body fluid …arrghrrr hhh……I mean that is not love man that is just sick…..
Ok I got to stop her before I barf…..k bye bye
Friday, April 28, 2006
feeling the cold hands of reality touch me.....and i hate it. (warning harsh words might make u puke)
INSANE!!!!It has been years since I have actually wrote here…well the actually reason is that I forgot my password…(then u think y not create new one)….well for ur info I’m way too bored…get it….so how is my life so far…well life is well like that…(k I know I’m talking nonsense but what do u care MUHAHAHA)……
Currently I’m listening to Fort Minor Where’d did u go….that song like rock yo…..and man was there things that really bites I mean at first u think its ok but later it just bites man…I mean girls are so unbelievable……I’m a gal and I’m saying this …so that means its pretty f*** up…..so anyway
I have heard some complains about people who don’t seems to like how I write things …meaning like this….and let me tell u if u don’t like it…..then why the hell do u even in god’s name want to read it…I mean its like u are looking for something to stuck up to so u will have a live …yo grow up man ….arrrhggg,,,,if I don’t like it leave it man…don’t u dare talk behind my back…..don’t you go asking at my face y I’m so difficult if u can’t stand me why do u want me around u…I’m better off away right so what seems to be the problem man……do u want me to what follow u like a slave ….and deep down u know u don’t like me So Y man……and I also hate peole who seems to think they know u and all the things in the world that even a devil don’t ….i mean what’s that ……I mean if u don’t know what’s going on why don’t u use the simple words…”I dunno” its that simple …y do u go bother explaining …going around the bushes…like u think somehow by saying some lots of crappy words can help u think u are smart …….Hello there missy SO NOT THE DRAMA……just saying I dunno help u save ur own dignity…y do u waste it just like that….arrrrghhhh………then I hate people who take to darn long to say a word…..i mean if u can’t think of the word in English …u still have Malay and other language u think I or oither people can understand…..but no u just go like…errrrr..aummmmmaooo…ala…ur ape org ckp 2 …ape ah…and man if its just a word just image what would it be like if there are telling u a story…I mean hello..human adequate here…I haven’t go all day man just spill yo….. I mean u telling me u must find the proper words …but if u are just talking nonsense who gonna listen right…..YYYYY then u go all like “I was taking picture was he dead”….that’s English yo but yo grammer is all gone man ..out the darn window….
(if u are sying heh like ur English like so good)….well man lemme say something yo…I do NOT talking around the bush and take half an hour to say a word ….hah gotcha didn’t i…muhahahha like I even give a daam about u …….
Ok clam don gal its just u here blogging ur heart out …oh yeah I found this short very nice poem….
Love is like war
Easy to start
Hard to end
Impossible to forget
Oh yeah and I love goth..evil…sinister….pain…and all the god dammed evil dark things so what the hell is ur problem…so what if I dun like to pray and go to scared building SO WHAT !!!!! I like what I do and I don’t give a s*** about u …..HAHAHAH
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Hello u human-who-have-nothing-better-to-do-then-read-my-blog
Yes it is very annoying …what? U might ask…well u wanna know something…yesterday I was writing in this blog after along time and ended up the damm thing didn’t got posted…….
So here I go again …..but before that I would like to tell something….First of all “Banu I am so so so sorry for accidentally taking your handphone and making ya all so worried. Well I must have forgotten that I had hid t it my bag (like I always do) and this time around I was too distracted by watching a cartoon to give it back to ya…..i am really so sorry for making you worried from head to toe…..i learn my lesson…..i mean u always notice your handphone missing but this time u really had no idea huh……(wow)…..
Ok now this part is for me to grumble and if u had enough of hearing all that then please leave ….if not well read on mate……
Ok I have 2 things coming up….my CITB project and my Finals…..Its just few weeks away and what am I doing now…..absolutyl nothing…instead I’m blogging and playing with some intranet …..(wow way to go me)…..and then instead of reading my ass out I am reading comics…(yeah like that’s gonna be any help in my finals)…….
Then again I am gonna whine and there is nothing u can do but read on……complaint is a must for a spoil brat like me……
I have so many things yet I’m unwilling to try…I mean at one freaking point I go like “oh shit finals are near and I have to study tonite” then that nite (yeah BINGO) I do exactly the opposite…..i mean this time alone last sem (nonono) pervious year that would be my foundation I would be studying until my ass wore out but now ..i’m just dozing and sluggish-ing around……yeah right now I’m in so much deep shit…….
Today lab was pretty interesting….i could not answer the question he gave me (meaning the Sir) and he left we there gawping. Then eventually after like an eternity he came and asked me again this time me all ready with answer……
Yesterday’s blog which unfortunately didn’t come up…..(I dun feel like talking about it anymore)…..i mean once u have pour out for relief….. it just have to stay out ….keep repeating that u are only reminding urself of the sour incident…….(at least I have a moto for those who are laughing at that thought)……
I am so hopeless when it come to concentration ……yeah I will tell u (maybe in my dream)…..but then again (u might be wondering y I’m not making any sense here…but the truth is I’m pretty messed up here …..head is too clouded…got to…stop…writing….go ….to go…..to Flash…got …..to stop……blogging……
(ok ok I’ll go redi)…..nite nite ya all and
p/s: for those who are reading this blog….y are u doing this…..don’t u have enough problem ….and u now wanna know other’s…….(then again its ur life n free county…whatever)….
So here I go again …..but before that I would like to tell something….First of all “Banu I am so so so sorry for accidentally taking your handphone and making ya all so worried. Well I must have forgotten that I had hid t it my bag (like I always do) and this time around I was too distracted by watching a cartoon to give it back to ya…..i am really so sorry for making you worried from head to toe…..i learn my lesson…..i mean u always notice your handphone missing but this time u really had no idea huh……(wow)…..
Ok now this part is for me to grumble and if u had enough of hearing all that then please leave ….if not well read on mate……
Ok I have 2 things coming up….my CITB project and my Finals…..Its just few weeks away and what am I doing now…..absolutyl nothing…instead I’m blogging and playing with some intranet …..(wow way to go me)…..and then instead of reading my ass out I am reading comics…(yeah like that’s gonna be any help in my finals)…….
Then again I am gonna whine and there is nothing u can do but read on……complaint is a must for a spoil brat like me……
I have so many things yet I’m unwilling to try…I mean at one freaking point I go like “oh shit finals are near and I have to study tonite” then that nite (yeah BINGO) I do exactly the opposite…..i mean this time alone last sem (nonono) pervious year that would be my foundation I would be studying until my ass wore out but now ..i’m just dozing and sluggish-ing around……yeah right now I’m in so much deep shit…….
Today lab was pretty interesting….i could not answer the question he gave me (meaning the Sir) and he left we there gawping. Then eventually after like an eternity he came and asked me again this time me all ready with answer……
Yesterday’s blog which unfortunately didn’t come up…..(I dun feel like talking about it anymore)…..i mean once u have pour out for relief….. it just have to stay out ….keep repeating that u are only reminding urself of the sour incident…….(at least I have a moto for those who are laughing at that thought)……
I am so hopeless when it come to concentration ……yeah I will tell u (maybe in my dream)…..but then again (u might be wondering y I’m not making any sense here…but the truth is I’m pretty messed up here …..head is too clouded…got to…stop…writing….go ….to go…..to Flash…got …..to stop……blogging……
(ok ok I’ll go redi)…..nite nite ya all and
p/s: for those who are reading this blog….y are u doing this…..don’t u have enough problem ….and u now wanna know other’s…….(then again its ur life n free county…whatever)….
Friday, February 03, 2006
You are strong, mischievous, and a little vain. You have no problems with taking revenge or fighting when you are threatened, or with playing jokes on friends. You do however have a soft spot that not many have the opportunity to see.
You have a personality similar to the character Kenshin in the series Rurouni Kenshin (30-39 points):
You have a strong sense of justice and loyalty. You will fight to defend yourself and those you love. You tend to be a bit hard on yourself at times.
You have a personality similar to the character Belldandy in the series Ah My Goddess (20-29 points):
You are sweet and kind. Generous to a fault. A little on the innocent side, but at the same time confident and thoughtful. Although powerful, you tend to refrain from using your powers for violence...rather for good-will and charity.
You have a personality similar to the character Chii in the series Chobits (under 19 points):
You are fairly naive in the ways of the world. You are sweet, and a bit of a people pleaser. Your happiness depends on the happiness of those you love.
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You have a personality similar to the character Kenshin in the series Rurouni Kenshin (30-39 points):
You have a strong sense of justice and loyalty. You will fight to defend yourself and those you love. You tend to be a bit hard on yourself at times.
You have a personality similar to the character Belldandy in the series Ah My Goddess (20-29 points):
You are sweet and kind. Generous to a fault. A little on the innocent side, but at the same time confident and thoughtful. Although powerful, you tend to refrain from using your powers for violence...rather for good-will and charity.
You have a personality similar to the character Chii in the series Chobits (under 19 points):
You are fairly naive in the ways of the world. You are sweet, and a bit of a people pleaser. Your happiness depends on the happiness of those you love.
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
DARKEST LOVE~
your guy will be dark, yet honest~ (probz like u)
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Geeni1/quizzes/WHAT%20KINDA%20BOY%20ARE%20YOU%20GONNA%20HAVE%20IN%20LOVE%20WITH%20YOU%20FIRST%3F%20(gurls%20onli%20plz)/ (tyr it its fun)
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your guy will be dark, yet honest~ (probz like u)
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Geeni1/quizzes/WHAT%20KINDA%20BOY%20ARE%20YOU%20GONNA%20HAVE%20IN%20LOVE%20WITH%20YOU%20FIRST%3F%20(gurls%20onli%20plz)/ (tyr it its fun)
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you are momigi! she is a cluts, and she gets bad grades, she has never been kissed, and she loves to do her best! she is not a wiz at math and her hand writing is horrible but she never gives up, and she would sacrafice her self to let the world live in peace from the aragami plant creatures! she is a a cool girl in my book because she nice and she will never give up! SHE IS THE KUSHINADA!
(she remind me of my self )
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(she remind me of my self )
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COULD IT BE !!!!
So .....its been a while since i actually wrote in here....i mean life aint easy for me ....degree life is one heck of thick jungle......if u know what i mean....well if u don't ....(um just pretend that u know what i mean)......or u can just stop reading and go back to ur "daliy other then reading my blog" thingy.
Ok where was i ........right me being not able to cope wif degree life....ok lets just drop that crap and get on wif life......(oh by the way: i ain't givin up on degree k).......so yesterday i posted some ...um quiz resutls.....so well.....geezz i hope i had sum thing to share.......OH WAIT A FREAKIN MINUTE............I DO HAVE SUMTIN FOR YO ALL.......i went to Genting and played eveything....yup life was fun.....i went there on the eve of CNY
Well um.....well it was fun....i totally loved the space shot and the flying coaster....it was Great.....the picture is to show that i really went there...hheheheheh....oh that picture is me in cyclone.....(not sure how to spell).......
Then i stayed over nite n Hotel Resort.......at room 6110.......u wanna noe sumthing.....the room of hotel i stayed well i think was haunted......(i'm serious)......ok i will tell u in detail.....
That nite we came back very late after playing all the game and watched ali baba in 4D.....then its was almost 12.......all of us took bath and was ready to go to bed......at first there was no sound....then suddenly i heard a number of foot steps and the u noe the cleaning trolly being pushed at the corridoor outside......at first i was really pissed and annoyed like hell...coz all my sleep was flying out the window.......my parents were mad too........the foot step was always the same....like about 10 people stomping their foot and the trolly being pushed....so what so odd about that....well the whole hotel floor inside and outside was on carpet.....all meaning the outside coridoor ...the lift....the inside of the hotel rooms and etc.....(y coz its cold at nite so having carpet can suck in the damp air and reduce the cold) so if there are carpet everywhere how do u think the sound of 10 pople stomping around like they are on non carpet floor ...(mcm atap) the sound(more like the dammed @#$%%# noise) was so loud that it was really Impossible to do it if u are walking on the carpet !!! Ok u might even say that maybe the sound is from below...hello for ur info we are on the sixth floor....the whole goddammed theme park is closed by 10.00pm so .......my dad being pissed went and open the door only to find nothing but cold air.......He even took the trouble to walk around.....ok here is the most ODD part........
The footstep sound well it goes around our room....like its circling our beds......then when it reach the left side of the room where the toilet is ...it would eventually flush even when there was no body there.......It when on and on and on and on and on...........untill i was so pissed and go annoyed that i wanted to see what is causing the flash...so my dad waited at outside the toilet and i put my ear to the wall....i did heard it...the walking crowd and the trolly...going around the walls of our room......then eventually to the toilet....when the flush sound came my dad tried to open the door but it won't budge....pissed it remained close.....after the flush was gone the door opened.........(so what was that)......
Being pissed the whole thing when on n on n on n on.......i tell it NEVER STOPPED !!! i tell u my fly didn't even sleep so we wtached a movie that was on....MATRIX can u believe that......even when we were watching the stomping and fluching never stoped.....so if u ask me was i scared....it never hit any off our head...that the room was actually haunted or there was a ghost around....all we were feeeling was mad beyond anything.......i tell u if i did see the dammed ghost .....its history ...i was so cranky that i would have just do sum ghost buster to the stupid ghost......or what ver it was......then when dawn came the whole sound stopped.....then gone....i blanked out......
That morning u should have seen our face...we were so tired from the lack of sleep.....then we came home........
the next day my aunty came......and we were saying about the nite incident....when she asked could it be ghost thats when all of us...just realize the room was haunted and we didn't even feel scared....then my anty's fren who tacked along wif my aunty asked...what was the room number......we told her and she said..."ah that hotel i heard lots of complain.......people said the heard strange noise like what u said.......my son said the same thing...but he was on the 11th sound...oh the flush goes on right after the footstep reach the toilet right?..." i guess there is sumthing really wrong with that hotel.....
So u wanna know wat i think.......I think i should have ask my money back.....!!!! AHHHHHH man wasted my money and my percious sleep....!!
So if u have this kinda da think happening at that hotel...pelase tell me.......i SO wanna know....k till then toodles
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
you are chained in darkness. a smile is a rare thing to find on your face. you din't believe in love as anything besides more chains. you use so much energy to hide, you forget to look for those who really care. you may think that i don't know what i am talking about, but i have been down that road, and trust me, you won't like that ending. try your best just to live and don't give up. someday someone well come and save you but 'til then, just hild on and try your best to break the chains
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Your anime guy has black clothes and black hair, just like his personality. He's dark and so are you and you dont let anyone stand in your way and no one can tell you what to do!!!!!! Yay you! (even if you are evil..... O.O)
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Hello i'm back....(duh)
Ok today since i have nothing better to do...lets do sumtin...like play name game.....so here are some of the great site of Name Generator.....hope..u enjoy...
Pssst....sum of it are really funny .....
Hobbit name generator...http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit/
Fantasy Name Generator...http://rinkworks.com/namegen/
Pagan Name Generator ....http://www.fjordstone.com/fjo/generator.html
Pimp name generator....http://www.playerappreciate.com/pimphandle.asp
Fairy Name Generator......http://www.emmadavies.net/fairy/
Cyborg Name generator.....(dis is a COOL one) D.E.V.I.K.I.: Digital Electronic Violence and Immediate Killing Individual......http://cyborg.namedecoder.com/
Vampire Name generator ... http://www.emmadavies.net/vampire/
Jedi name generator .....http://www.xach.com/misc/jedi.html
Chinese name generator...bei tu wo.....http://www.mandarintools.com/cgi-bin/chinname.pl
Lee's useless super heros name generator......http://home.hiwaay.net/~lkseitz/comics/herogen/
US name generator.... http://www.blazonry.com/scripting/usname.php (my name SARAH SALAZAR )
Ramons name Generator.....
Fantastic name generator......http://members.lycos.co.uk/webwench/names.php
Funky name generator .....http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/961
Elf name generator .......http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf/
that's all hope u enjoy
Pssst....sum of it are really funny .....
Hobbit name generator...http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit/
Fantasy Name Generator...http://rinkworks.com/namegen/
Pagan Name Generator ....http://www.fjordstone.com/fjo/generator.html
Pimp name generator....http://www.playerappreciate.com/pimphandle.asp
Fairy Name Generator......http://www.emmadavies.net/fairy/
Cyborg Name generator.....(dis is a COOL one) D.E.V.I.K.I.: Digital Electronic Violence and Immediate Killing Individual......http://cyborg.namedecoder.com/
Vampire Name generator ... http://www.emmadavies.net/vampire/
Jedi name generator .....http://www.xach.com/misc/jedi.html
Chinese name generator...bei tu wo.....http://www.mandarintools.com/cgi-bin/chinname.pl
Lee's useless super heros name generator......http://home.hiwaay.net/~lkseitz/comics/herogen/
US name generator.... http://www.blazonry.com/scripting/usname.php (my name SARAH SALAZAR )
Ramons name Generator.....
Fantastic name generator......http://members.lycos.co.uk/webwench/names.php
Funky name generator .....http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/961
Elf name generator .......http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf/
that's all hope u enjoy
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Go ahead envy me !!
| You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. |
Your Japanese Name Is... |
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Your Irish Name Is... |
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Your Outrageous Name is: |
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Your Heart Is Blue |
 Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
You Are Mexican Food |
 Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you. |
Erotic Thriller |
 You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush |
Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy |
 On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest... And keep that attitude even on the worst of days |
Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is |
 Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you. |
Your Fashion Style is Classic |
 You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors |
You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart |
 You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane. It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure. You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance. You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade! |
Men See You As Understated |
 You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well |
You are Milk Chocolate |
 A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. |
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How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
You Are Downtown |
 You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live. Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza. |
Your Nail Polish Color is Pink |
 How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend" |
Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
 And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
Your Element is Fire |
 Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. |
Your Element is Fire |
Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. |
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Just nothing better to do
Hey its been quite a long time since i have blogged properly ....any how.....life anit that great for me to blog either...my life sucks as usual.....
before that i would like to say HAPPY DIWALI to all the hindus around the world.....and SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims around the world........
Yes i had a few "angpau" money but not that much...u know coz my whole diwali celebration didn't go so well.......i didn't get to travel much becoz of my father met wif an minor accident...but he scraped quite bad though...needed for Stitches ...so most of the time we are stuck at home doing nothing but cleaning the wound and attending funeral.....oh yeah my uncle died on the second day of diwali....can things get any worse.....oh u bet ya......after that he are not allowed to do any function or happy gathering at home or any close relative cannot celebrate anything..(its a hindu custom)...so there goes everything.......so if any of my cousin is going to celebrate 21 birthday...that will just have to wait ...well atleast untill after 16 after the death......
Ok lets drop this ....yesterday i and my mom when to UNISEL to see my sis...the hot weather yesterday was a total bust....anyhow...we when there and i ate at this shop..lunch....and i ordered nasi goreng biasa..and guess what we brought a mountain of rice and that shocked the hell out of me.....i mean i was eating eating eating eating and eating but the rice just won't finish....ish...ewwww
and the next thing i know ....the next morning i was all Diarrhea ....man was i mad...yesterday is what i will call as the piggy day.....(if u know what i mean) ....ok back to the UNISEL....as i was coming down from my sis's dorm ...i saw the huge bunch of cute an handsome guys.....wow i did smile and next thing i knew they were "cat calling"...."making babe calling".....was that sumtin or what....heheheh...yes i know what u are thinking.....deviki is gatal....well say what u want i love it ....ok sum of it ok.....hehehehe
So um...what else...oh yeah my muruku is finished...too bad lah i can't give u guys to taste.....have other things u can eat besides the muruku.....which i will bring to UNITEN.......
Oh yeah talking about uniten....did u know u can view ur results on 21 NOV on wards.....how FREAKIN SCARY IS THAT ???? OHMYGOSH !!!! i am so screwed ...wakakakak aiyo got to go wash cloths lah my amma is shouting redi ...ok doodles
before that i would like to say HAPPY DIWALI to all the hindus around the world.....and SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims around the world........
Yes i had a few "angpau" money but not that much...u know coz my whole diwali celebration didn't go so well.......i didn't get to travel much becoz of my father met wif an minor accident...but he scraped quite bad though...needed for Stitches ...so most of the time we are stuck at home doing nothing but cleaning the wound and attending funeral.....oh yeah my uncle died on the second day of diwali....can things get any worse.....oh u bet ya......after that he are not allowed to do any function or happy gathering at home or any close relative cannot celebrate anything..(its a hindu custom)...so there goes everything.......so if any of my cousin is going to celebrate 21 birthday...that will just have to wait ...well atleast untill after 16 after the death......
Ok lets drop this ....yesterday i and my mom when to UNISEL to see my sis...the hot weather yesterday was a total bust....anyhow...we when there and i ate at this shop..lunch....and i ordered nasi goreng biasa..and guess what we brought a mountain of rice and that shocked the hell out of me.....i mean i was eating eating eating eating and eating but the rice just won't finish....ish...ewwww
and the next thing i know ....the next morning i was all Diarrhea ....man was i mad...yesterday is what i will call as the piggy day.....(if u know what i mean) ....ok back to the UNISEL....as i was coming down from my sis's dorm ...i saw the huge bunch of cute an handsome guys.....wow i did smile and next thing i knew they were "cat calling"...."making babe calling".....was that sumtin or what....heheheh...yes i know what u are thinking.....deviki is gatal....well say what u want i love it ....ok sum of it ok.....hehehehe
So um...what else...oh yeah my muruku is finished...too bad lah i can't give u guys to taste.....have other things u can eat besides the muruku.....which i will bring to UNITEN.......
Oh yeah talking about uniten....did u know u can view ur results on 21 NOV on wards.....how FREAKIN SCARY IS THAT ???? OHMYGOSH !!!! i am so screwed ...wakakakak aiyo got to go wash cloths lah my amma is shouting redi ...ok doodles
Thursday, November 03, 2005
IF u are bored and have nothing to do...then u can do THIS !!!!
U can go to http://www.blogthings.com/quizzes/ there u can try out lots of quiz and that way u can know more about urself...(duh)
I did few quiz......
How Scary are you ?
What's Your Monster Name?
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
THERE ARE LOTS MORE>>>>>>SO TRY OUR U ALL
I did few quiz......
How Scary are you ?
| You Are Scary |
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How Scary Are You?
What's Your Monster Name?
| Your Monster Profile |
 You Feast On: Pickles You Lurk Around In: Public Restrooms You Especially Like to Torment: Priests |
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
| You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerless |
| You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck.You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You don't feel powerful - you are at the mercy of others.Believe it or not, you have more power than you realize.People tend to take advantage of you, but you allow them to.Stand up for yourself. You'll be surprised what you can achieve. |
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
THERE ARE LOTS MORE>>>>>>SO TRY OUR U ALL
Birthday Meanings
Mine sound just right .....but i dunno about u guys ...so why not check it out ......
Birthday Meanings Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vice versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.
Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem. Your Love Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.
Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
Your Life Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.
Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
Your Life You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.
Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so. Your Love Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.
Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your Life You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.
Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.Your Love You have enormous courage to please your lover.Your relationship often progress quickly.
Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.
Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
Your Life You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.
Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
Your Life You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honour is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.
Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
Your Life You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.
Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
Your Life You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper. Your Love You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. Your Love Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
Your Life You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across. Your Love You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.
Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
Your Life You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.
Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
Your Life You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.
Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.
Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.
Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
Your Life You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.
Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
Your Life You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man (woman) is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy (girl)in your heart.
Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.
Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on. Your Love Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.
Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.
Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
Your Life You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.
Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.
Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
Your Life You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being too pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person. Your Love You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.
Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.
Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
Your Life You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you. Your Love You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.
Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
Your Life You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.
Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously. Your Love You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.
Birthday Meanings Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vice versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.
Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem. Your Love Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.
Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
Your Life Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.
Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
Your Life You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.
Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so. Your Love Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.
Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your Life You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.
Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.Your Love You have enormous courage to please your lover.Your relationship often progress quickly.
Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.
Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
Your Life You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.
Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
Your Life You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honour is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.
Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
Your Life You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.
Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
Your Life You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper. Your Love You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. Your Love Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
Your Life You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across. Your Love You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.
Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
Your Life You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.
Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
Your Life You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.
Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.
Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.
Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
Your Life You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.
Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
Your Life You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man (woman) is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy (girl)in your heart.
Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.
Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on. Your Love Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.
Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.
Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
Your Life You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.
Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.
Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
Your Life You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being too pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person. Your Love You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.
Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.
Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
Your Life You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you. Your Love You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.
Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
Your Life You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.
Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously. Your Love You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Some very cool websites.....
This is where u get to see some wacky clips.......
http://www.xdude.com/forums/xmas04.htm
(it"s about some dude on his chrismas day ...found it when i and wina was looking for information on moral report)
This is where u get to download gret anime comics online...trust me they are good ones in them..
http://stoptazmo.com/death_note/
http://www.xdude.com/forums/xmas04.htm
(it"s about some dude on his chrismas day ...found it when i and wina was looking for information on moral report)
This is where u get to download gret anime comics online...trust me they are good ones in them..
http://stoptazmo.com/death_note/