Well i been surfing the net and i came across a site called
www.writing.com
.....they like got huge stories and u can go check it out...it have many categories u know.....
www.short-stories.co.uk
www.classicreader.com
they are cool ......i think
god i'm so bored................................................i hate u
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
You can think for urself
Ok I know its been very very long time since I have actually wrote anything in my blog or anything for the matter….the least honest reason is that my house is being renovated and that the option on using the computer or the net for that matter is out of hand …the other very honest reason is that I’m lazy …yup lazy like u muhahaha …anyhoo I would just like to say something in random…..(p/s: actually don’t give a damm if u are reading this or not…)…
I was watching this movie The Terminal ….the movie about a guy who was stranded at the U S air port becoz his country was in war…..and spending 9 months at the air port and not being allowed to go out or step out within the air port for that matter. I mean living in air port…doing everything for that issue…..at the damm air port.
I was wondering what could have happened to me if I were to be at that position …that 9 months stranded at a foreign air port and doing nothing all day…I mean just think about if what if u are stuck at a air port of a non English speaking country…how are u gonna survive ….how are u gonna understand the laws…. life style and all that…being there u have no relation or anyone in that country that could help u out for that matter…..
Ok u must be thinking the law should helped…but if u have watched the movie it happened long time ago….where the rules or such law for that kind of cases haven’t come out yet…..what would u do….how can u stay there and just hope that ur family had survived the war…or worse died…..in that movie all the rules or that kind of cases haven’t been invented or reproduced ….so how could u help that person get in or out of the country is by doing it by secret ……and just imagine if what ever they tried to do to help ….u can’t seems to understand …no translator are allowed since u dun want that case to go out on public….and worse ruin the air port’s best prestigious…..that man have got lost or guts…confident …bravery and a heck of hope….i can’t possibly do that…..i would be devastated by the situation I’m in and also worried sick about my family back home….
The lady character in that movie is very sad at the same time.....um how shall I put it…”stuck”….she is stuck from her work…life and her confused lover…..at first I thought hey she is stupid for doing something like that….i mean she knows that man is married and not planning to divorce but still she keep up with him….and worse encourage him to don’t give up hope for the lover on his family….but how about her…don’t she love herself…..there was one phrase that she said “I’m 39 yet I still dun have a family of my own… children…or anything…..i’m just me …waiting and this pager …just waiting…for what I dunno”……sometimes I wonder if I would end up like her…..or any of us for that matter…could I would be so blind not to notice that I have ruin my life and just waiting for sumting that might not happen……
What would have come to our faith in everything perhaps run down the drain along with love self attitude…….don’t this question ever cross ur mind…..”what is the purpose of my life…..Y am I born…what is my very own reason for being on this earth. ?” If u guys still dun understand what I’m trying to say …lets put it this way….”Bil gates was born to make our life easier …intro us to the world of computer with “drag and drop” function”…..sum child are born to be what they are today…like Nicole and all the people’s name u have read in the newspaper (minus all the negative news)……this child might have born poor but look at them now….they have certainly reached what they are born to do or to be……but have u thought about what u might be in this part of the world…I mean its not that u should be sumone famous…but at least writing sumting for children ....and making a change in the world or maybe just around u for that matter….dun u just wonder….. if its true u were born in this world for a purpose what would urs be?....God must have send us to earth for sumting……it have to be a reason…we just have to find out what…so far I feel like I’m lost …I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing……I mean have u just sit down one day and just think about what u have done so far…..what have u done to impress ur parents and most importantly ur self……have u made up for ur purpose that u were meant to do….have u done it …still doing it or haven’t thought about it…..
Just for the record …I love writing….i can write almost about anything that cross my mind…but why didn’t I take journal or anything that makes me a writer course…..y I just dunno….i have always wanted to make something that would impress myself…people around me and maybe adding a bit of fun in what ever I do…..but y didn’t I take the course I wanted ……I just can’t answer that question expect the easy answer is that “u are a dork”….well maybe I am …but y didn’t I follow my heart…perhaps I would have found the purpose of my existence…..but I didn’t do it….could I have “slip up” my purpose of life…..or maybe the reason I didn’t take is becoz deep down I knew that I was not that good at it….or was it something else?
Once I have visited a website that requires help…..like I write down and then get the answer from a professional …its like a help letter…and I was viewing about sum people’s problems and then sum ting I saw caught my eyes…..Death…well u see I have been very sensitive about death…well the reason being …when I was small and was staying at a flat…almost all the time there would be deaths happening….and it have bothered be greatly…..Watching people crying…..mourning…death processions and all that made me sick to the stomach …I mean I didn’t mean any offence but that particular year there was lots and lots of death……..old people…young…teen …murder case accident case and etc….i was freaked…I didn’t realise that people can die at any age…didn’t know that death is something that happens to everyone at anytime….i was scared….especially when a small boy around my age died…when I saw his dead body … I totally freaked…..at first I acted normal…..then when night comes I was really was scared…..i was sacred to go to sleep …I’m guessing becoz..when I saw the boy in the small coffin….and his eyes were closed…it looked like he was sleeping…and thought if I had to go sleep I might never get up again…..i asked my parents what happens when we died and where we would go…when my mom said our body will be burn and perhaps our soul would go to heaven …didn’t help and it made things worse….i used to ask my mom don’t they feel pain when burning….my mom just shook the head…..it didn’t help either…I kept thinking about my death…my body being burn to ashes…never to see my parents or do anything……being alone was the worse part…..i cried every night and then my parents got worried……I am not very sure how I got over it but I am very sure I wasn’t 100% over it…..my uncle recent death …worried me again I couldn’t sleep for the past 5 days in a row…hated any smell of flowers and anything for that matter…..and then form then the question came ……if we all were to die one day then what is it that god wanted each of us to being to be born and then die….why would he do that kind of thing…u might say many answers but what the real truth is still left un answered…..what is his main reason for making us as who we are now and what are each and everyone’s purpose in the world….
The linking question above to the The Terminal is that…that guy is the reason there is such rules…… if ever such cases to ever happen again…he is the cause of the existence of the law…. .he was born to make a purpose right…it is not big or anything but it sure made a difference ….then u would think about the murdered cases …..people dieing in the hands of another instead of natural causes what about that right…well if there weren’t such victims …..we won’t have found out about DNA…CAT scan and all the newest and latest gadget that was invented to help investigate a crime…if it wasn’t for the dead victim. we won’t have thought of DNA and all right…if we were to just die of natural causes then we would never understand the DNA and understand about ourselves….Most of the phenomenon comes form something right…..I mean if we not have crash or had accident we would never have thought of seat belts ….air bag and all right?…each of the victims makes a difference even if it cause their life…..but it sure as hell made a lot of difference…..if everything were to go right or perfect then we would possibly stay the same forever ….if u were to question….. what about the bad guys right….they too have a purpose …being born in to what their have become….. then they too have their own purpose….if it wasn’t for the bad guys then we would not have think about electric chair….new rules and law ….they had a purpose on making our life better and saver for all….even if it means doing bad and harm…what I am trying to say is that we all are born to do something….we all have a core purpose…. but it is up to us to find it and make the difference….wouldn’t u agree…take some time to think about it…it will heck surprise….. on how u can reflect and judge on the thinks I just said…most importantly it will surprise u how well ur brain works ……but that is another story.
I was watching this movie The Terminal ….the movie about a guy who was stranded at the U S air port becoz his country was in war…..and spending 9 months at the air port and not being allowed to go out or step out within the air port for that matter. I mean living in air port…doing everything for that issue…..at the damm air port.
I was wondering what could have happened to me if I were to be at that position …that 9 months stranded at a foreign air port and doing nothing all day…I mean just think about if what if u are stuck at a air port of a non English speaking country…how are u gonna survive ….how are u gonna understand the laws…. life style and all that…being there u have no relation or anyone in that country that could help u out for that matter…..
Ok u must be thinking the law should helped…but if u have watched the movie it happened long time ago….where the rules or such law for that kind of cases haven’t come out yet…..what would u do….how can u stay there and just hope that ur family had survived the war…or worse died…..in that movie all the rules or that kind of cases haven’t been invented or reproduced ….so how could u help that person get in or out of the country is by doing it by secret ……and just imagine if what ever they tried to do to help ….u can’t seems to understand …no translator are allowed since u dun want that case to go out on public….and worse ruin the air port’s best prestigious…..that man have got lost or guts…confident …bravery and a heck of hope….i can’t possibly do that…..i would be devastated by the situation I’m in and also worried sick about my family back home….
The lady character in that movie is very sad at the same time.....um how shall I put it…”stuck”….she is stuck from her work…life and her confused lover…..at first I thought hey she is stupid for doing something like that….i mean she knows that man is married and not planning to divorce but still she keep up with him….and worse encourage him to don’t give up hope for the lover on his family….but how about her…don’t she love herself…..there was one phrase that she said “I’m 39 yet I still dun have a family of my own… children…or anything…..i’m just me …waiting and this pager …just waiting…for what I dunno”……sometimes I wonder if I would end up like her…..or any of us for that matter…could I would be so blind not to notice that I have ruin my life and just waiting for sumting that might not happen……
What would have come to our faith in everything perhaps run down the drain along with love self attitude…….don’t this question ever cross ur mind…..”what is the purpose of my life…..Y am I born…what is my very own reason for being on this earth. ?” If u guys still dun understand what I’m trying to say …lets put it this way….”Bil gates was born to make our life easier …intro us to the world of computer with “drag and drop” function”…..sum child are born to be what they are today…like Nicole and all the people’s name u have read in the newspaper (minus all the negative news)……this child might have born poor but look at them now….they have certainly reached what they are born to do or to be……but have u thought about what u might be in this part of the world…I mean its not that u should be sumone famous…but at least writing sumting for children ....and making a change in the world or maybe just around u for that matter….dun u just wonder….. if its true u were born in this world for a purpose what would urs be?....God must have send us to earth for sumting……it have to be a reason…we just have to find out what…so far I feel like I’m lost …I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing……I mean have u just sit down one day and just think about what u have done so far…..what have u done to impress ur parents and most importantly ur self……have u made up for ur purpose that u were meant to do….have u done it …still doing it or haven’t thought about it…..
Just for the record …I love writing….i can write almost about anything that cross my mind…but why didn’t I take journal or anything that makes me a writer course…..y I just dunno….i have always wanted to make something that would impress myself…people around me and maybe adding a bit of fun in what ever I do…..but y didn’t I take the course I wanted ……I just can’t answer that question expect the easy answer is that “u are a dork”….well maybe I am …but y didn’t I follow my heart…perhaps I would have found the purpose of my existence…..but I didn’t do it….could I have “slip up” my purpose of life…..or maybe the reason I didn’t take is becoz deep down I knew that I was not that good at it….or was it something else?
Once I have visited a website that requires help…..like I write down and then get the answer from a professional …its like a help letter…and I was viewing about sum people’s problems and then sum ting I saw caught my eyes…..Death…well u see I have been very sensitive about death…well the reason being …when I was small and was staying at a flat…almost all the time there would be deaths happening….and it have bothered be greatly…..Watching people crying…..mourning…death processions and all that made me sick to the stomach …I mean I didn’t mean any offence but that particular year there was lots and lots of death……..old people…young…teen …murder case accident case and etc….i was freaked…I didn’t realise that people can die at any age…didn’t know that death is something that happens to everyone at anytime….i was scared….especially when a small boy around my age died…when I saw his dead body … I totally freaked…..at first I acted normal…..then when night comes I was really was scared…..i was sacred to go to sleep …I’m guessing becoz..when I saw the boy in the small coffin….and his eyes were closed…it looked like he was sleeping…and thought if I had to go sleep I might never get up again…..i asked my parents what happens when we died and where we would go…when my mom said our body will be burn and perhaps our soul would go to heaven …didn’t help and it made things worse….i used to ask my mom don’t they feel pain when burning….my mom just shook the head…..it didn’t help either…I kept thinking about my death…my body being burn to ashes…never to see my parents or do anything……being alone was the worse part…..i cried every night and then my parents got worried……I am not very sure how I got over it but I am very sure I wasn’t 100% over it…..my uncle recent death …worried me again I couldn’t sleep for the past 5 days in a row…hated any smell of flowers and anything for that matter…..and then form then the question came ……if we all were to die one day then what is it that god wanted each of us to being to be born and then die….why would he do that kind of thing…u might say many answers but what the real truth is still left un answered…..what is his main reason for making us as who we are now and what are each and everyone’s purpose in the world….
The linking question above to the The Terminal is that…that guy is the reason there is such rules…… if ever such cases to ever happen again…he is the cause of the existence of the law…. .he was born to make a purpose right…it is not big or anything but it sure made a difference ….then u would think about the murdered cases …..people dieing in the hands of another instead of natural causes what about that right…well if there weren’t such victims …..we won’t have found out about DNA…CAT scan and all the newest and latest gadget that was invented to help investigate a crime…if it wasn’t for the dead victim. we won’t have thought of DNA and all right…if we were to just die of natural causes then we would never understand the DNA and understand about ourselves….Most of the phenomenon comes form something right…..I mean if we not have crash or had accident we would never have thought of seat belts ….air bag and all right?…each of the victims makes a difference even if it cause their life…..but it sure as hell made a lot of difference…..if everything were to go right or perfect then we would possibly stay the same forever ….if u were to question….. what about the bad guys right….they too have a purpose …being born in to what their have become….. then they too have their own purpose….if it wasn’t for the bad guys then we would not have think about electric chair….new rules and law ….they had a purpose on making our life better and saver for all….even if it means doing bad and harm…what I am trying to say is that we all are born to do something….we all have a core purpose…. but it is up to us to find it and make the difference….wouldn’t u agree…take some time to think about it…it will heck surprise….. on how u can reflect and judge on the thinks I just said…most importantly it will surprise u how well ur brain works ……but that is another story.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
try tis its worth the time
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
lalala
Days changes to weeks and weeks changes to years and it goes on but I will never stay the same …(what u get all wrinkle right !!!) ok got to stop talking nonsense…..
Ok at first I think wanna talk about the CR class I think I really like that class despite the fact that its has lots of facts to remember but I think its very easy if u really pay attention in class…anyway the other subject is not bad …if the lecturer is very boring I’m sure I would have hated that class but since he is very nice and really heaps of fun…. I think for once I really math class muhahahha …..anyway life is not that bad I mean I do have some time doing this and study and all but the weird thing is that I never …no I haven’t step a foot at Mines this sem…….weird I mean u have a lot of free time but still u go during your really sem…where u have a lots of class and lil time ….that’s just weird
Anyway ……oh yeah today I just wanna discuss ..actually more like talk to myself in blog….
I was watching this documentary about called “Ancient history” or something like that it was showing about the those day people Neolithic to be precise …they have dead body rotting under their bed …..yeah u heard me right dead rotting body under the bed….they sleep and do everything in that room …while the body rot away…yeah the dead body are their loved once….u do know how dead body smell right….sleeping with them men its just disgusting I mean no matter how much u love ur loved once I know and believe no body would want them to rot under ur bed I mean I might like to bury them and clean their grave or burn and keep their ash…but under u bed now that is just disturbing …puls when for example a mother who lost her young son she would put her son in a hole under her bed and cover with thin layer of plaster …human body stench need to be deep at least 8 feet deep to keep the rotting smell away from u and the surface…just image what a thin layer of plaster and hole not deep 4 feet could do…I mean its would stink and man I really wonder how they could do it. Then oh yeah if the son is dead and the mother is gonna die too later after sometime …when she die she would be buried under some other people’s bed and the head of her boy would be snap off from the boy body and placed in her arms …so the mother looks like she is hugging her sons head even after she is dead….i might sound sentimental but to be honest …..what is more disturbing ripping the sons’s head or the part u bury u other love one with the ripped ….and later this get even more shocking
There was this time like Halloween fest and u have to picture the Mexican Halloween coz the ritual is the same …the Mexicans they celebrate the dead right they go take their ancestor’s bone or skull and clean or sum just decorate the grave… where they dress up like ghost to become one with the ghost of their loved once …so this ancient people are the same but they don’t dress up they take the head or their dead loved once and put them on their bed and show them love…as it actually TOUCHING THEM …..stroking the head ….and all ewwwwww……man man I was eating bread when I was watching that and man did I wanted to puke …..i mean if u have dead head in ur house and the smell it self is enough to throw up but touching the rotting flesh is just disgusting hugging and holding them close is even more mind numbing …….i mean just imagine touching the rotten flesh and the slime of the body fluid …arrghrrr hhh……I mean that is not love man that is just sick…..
Ok I got to stop her before I barf…..k bye bye
Ok at first I think wanna talk about the CR class I think I really like that class despite the fact that its has lots of facts to remember but I think its very easy if u really pay attention in class…anyway the other subject is not bad …if the lecturer is very boring I’m sure I would have hated that class but since he is very nice and really heaps of fun…. I think for once I really math class muhahahha …..anyway life is not that bad I mean I do have some time doing this and study and all but the weird thing is that I never …no I haven’t step a foot at Mines this sem…….weird I mean u have a lot of free time but still u go during your really sem…where u have a lots of class and lil time ….that’s just weird
Anyway ……oh yeah today I just wanna discuss ..actually more like talk to myself in blog….
I was watching this documentary about called “Ancient history” or something like that it was showing about the those day people Neolithic to be precise …they have dead body rotting under their bed …..yeah u heard me right dead rotting body under the bed….they sleep and do everything in that room …while the body rot away…yeah the dead body are their loved once….u do know how dead body smell right….sleeping with them men its just disgusting I mean no matter how much u love ur loved once I know and believe no body would want them to rot under ur bed I mean I might like to bury them and clean their grave or burn and keep their ash…but under u bed now that is just disturbing …puls when for example a mother who lost her young son she would put her son in a hole under her bed and cover with thin layer of plaster …human body stench need to be deep at least 8 feet deep to keep the rotting smell away from u and the surface…just image what a thin layer of plaster and hole not deep 4 feet could do…I mean its would stink and man I really wonder how they could do it. Then oh yeah if the son is dead and the mother is gonna die too later after sometime …when she die she would be buried under some other people’s bed and the head of her boy would be snap off from the boy body and placed in her arms …so the mother looks like she is hugging her sons head even after she is dead….i might sound sentimental but to be honest …..what is more disturbing ripping the sons’s head or the part u bury u other love one with the ripped ….and later this get even more shocking
There was this time like Halloween fest and u have to picture the Mexican Halloween coz the ritual is the same …the Mexicans they celebrate the dead right they go take their ancestor’s bone or skull and clean or sum just decorate the grave… where they dress up like ghost to become one with the ghost of their loved once …so this ancient people are the same but they don’t dress up they take the head or their dead loved once and put them on their bed and show them love…as it actually TOUCHING THEM …..stroking the head ….and all ewwwwww……man man I was eating bread when I was watching that and man did I wanted to puke …..i mean if u have dead head in ur house and the smell it self is enough to throw up but touching the rotting flesh is just disgusting hugging and holding them close is even more mind numbing …….i mean just imagine touching the rotten flesh and the slime of the body fluid …arrghrrr hhh……I mean that is not love man that is just sick…..
Ok I got to stop her before I barf…..k bye bye
Friday, April 28, 2006
feeling the cold hands of reality touch me.....and i hate it. (warning harsh words might make u puke)
INSANE!!!!It has been years since I have actually wrote here…well the actually reason is that I forgot my password…(then u think y not create new one)….well for ur info I’m way too bored…get it….so how is my life so far…well life is well like that…(k I know I’m talking nonsense but what do u care MUHAHAHA)……
Currently I’m listening to Fort Minor Where’d did u go….that song like rock yo…..and man was there things that really bites I mean at first u think its ok but later it just bites man…I mean girls are so unbelievable……I’m a gal and I’m saying this …so that means its pretty f*** up…..so anyway
I have heard some complains about people who don’t seems to like how I write things …meaning like this….and let me tell u if u don’t like it…..then why the hell do u even in god’s name want to read it…I mean its like u are looking for something to stuck up to so u will have a live …yo grow up man ….arrrhggg,,,,if I don’t like it leave it man…don’t u dare talk behind my back…..don’t you go asking at my face y I’m so difficult if u can’t stand me why do u want me around u…I’m better off away right so what seems to be the problem man……do u want me to what follow u like a slave ….and deep down u know u don’t like me So Y man……and I also hate peole who seems to think they know u and all the things in the world that even a devil don’t ….i mean what’s that ……I mean if u don’t know what’s going on why don’t u use the simple words…”I dunno” its that simple …y do u go bother explaining …going around the bushes…like u think somehow by saying some lots of crappy words can help u think u are smart …….Hello there missy SO NOT THE DRAMA……just saying I dunno help u save ur own dignity…y do u waste it just like that….arrrrghhhh………then I hate people who take to darn long to say a word…..i mean if u can’t think of the word in English …u still have Malay and other language u think I or oither people can understand…..but no u just go like…errrrr..aummmmmaooo…ala…ur ape org ckp 2 …ape ah…and man if its just a word just image what would it be like if there are telling u a story…I mean hello..human adequate here…I haven’t go all day man just spill yo….. I mean u telling me u must find the proper words …but if u are just talking nonsense who gonna listen right…..YYYYY then u go all like “I was taking picture was he dead”….that’s English yo but yo grammer is all gone man ..out the darn window….
(if u are sying heh like ur English like so good)….well man lemme say something yo…I do NOT talking around the bush and take half an hour to say a word ….hah gotcha didn’t i…muhahahha like I even give a daam about u …….
Ok clam don gal its just u here blogging ur heart out …oh yeah I found this short very nice poem….
Love is like war
Easy to start
Hard to end
Impossible to forget
Oh yeah and I love goth..evil…sinister….pain…and all the god dammed evil dark things so what the hell is ur problem…so what if I dun like to pray and go to scared building SO WHAT !!!!! I like what I do and I don’t give a s*** about u …..HAHAHAH
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Hello u human-who-have-nothing-better-to-do-then-read-my-blog
Yes it is very annoying …what? U might ask…well u wanna know something…yesterday I was writing in this blog after along time and ended up the damm thing didn’t got posted…….
So here I go again …..but before that I would like to tell something….First of all “Banu I am so so so sorry for accidentally taking your handphone and making ya all so worried. Well I must have forgotten that I had hid t it my bag (like I always do) and this time around I was too distracted by watching a cartoon to give it back to ya…..i am really so sorry for making you worried from head to toe…..i learn my lesson…..i mean u always notice your handphone missing but this time u really had no idea huh……(wow)…..
Ok now this part is for me to grumble and if u had enough of hearing all that then please leave ….if not well read on mate……
Ok I have 2 things coming up….my CITB project and my Finals…..Its just few weeks away and what am I doing now…..absolutyl nothing…instead I’m blogging and playing with some intranet …..(wow way to go me)…..and then instead of reading my ass out I am reading comics…(yeah like that’s gonna be any help in my finals)…….
Then again I am gonna whine and there is nothing u can do but read on……complaint is a must for a spoil brat like me……
I have so many things yet I’m unwilling to try…I mean at one freaking point I go like “oh shit finals are near and I have to study tonite” then that nite (yeah BINGO) I do exactly the opposite…..i mean this time alone last sem (nonono) pervious year that would be my foundation I would be studying until my ass wore out but now ..i’m just dozing and sluggish-ing around……yeah right now I’m in so much deep shit…….
Today lab was pretty interesting….i could not answer the question he gave me (meaning the Sir) and he left we there gawping. Then eventually after like an eternity he came and asked me again this time me all ready with answer……
Yesterday’s blog which unfortunately didn’t come up…..(I dun feel like talking about it anymore)…..i mean once u have pour out for relief….. it just have to stay out ….keep repeating that u are only reminding urself of the sour incident…….(at least I have a moto for those who are laughing at that thought)……
I am so hopeless when it come to concentration ……yeah I will tell u (maybe in my dream)…..but then again (u might be wondering y I’m not making any sense here…but the truth is I’m pretty messed up here …..head is too clouded…got to…stop…writing….go ….to go…..to Flash…got …..to stop……blogging……
(ok ok I’ll go redi)…..nite nite ya all and
p/s: for those who are reading this blog….y are u doing this…..don’t u have enough problem ….and u now wanna know other’s…….(then again its ur life n free county…whatever)….
So here I go again …..but before that I would like to tell something….First of all “Banu I am so so so sorry for accidentally taking your handphone and making ya all so worried. Well I must have forgotten that I had hid t it my bag (like I always do) and this time around I was too distracted by watching a cartoon to give it back to ya…..i am really so sorry for making you worried from head to toe…..i learn my lesson…..i mean u always notice your handphone missing but this time u really had no idea huh……(wow)…..
Ok now this part is for me to grumble and if u had enough of hearing all that then please leave ….if not well read on mate……
Ok I have 2 things coming up….my CITB project and my Finals…..Its just few weeks away and what am I doing now…..absolutyl nothing…instead I’m blogging and playing with some intranet …..(wow way to go me)…..and then instead of reading my ass out I am reading comics…(yeah like that’s gonna be any help in my finals)…….
Then again I am gonna whine and there is nothing u can do but read on……complaint is a must for a spoil brat like me……
I have so many things yet I’m unwilling to try…I mean at one freaking point I go like “oh shit finals are near and I have to study tonite” then that nite (yeah BINGO) I do exactly the opposite…..i mean this time alone last sem (nonono) pervious year that would be my foundation I would be studying until my ass wore out but now ..i’m just dozing and sluggish-ing around……yeah right now I’m in so much deep shit…….
Today lab was pretty interesting….i could not answer the question he gave me (meaning the Sir) and he left we there gawping. Then eventually after like an eternity he came and asked me again this time me all ready with answer……
Yesterday’s blog which unfortunately didn’t come up…..(I dun feel like talking about it anymore)…..i mean once u have pour out for relief….. it just have to stay out ….keep repeating that u are only reminding urself of the sour incident…….(at least I have a moto for those who are laughing at that thought)……
I am so hopeless when it come to concentration ……yeah I will tell u (maybe in my dream)…..but then again (u might be wondering y I’m not making any sense here…but the truth is I’m pretty messed up here …..head is too clouded…got to…stop…writing….go ….to go…..to Flash…got …..to stop……blogging……
(ok ok I’ll go redi)…..nite nite ya all and
p/s: for those who are reading this blog….y are u doing this…..don’t u have enough problem ….and u now wanna know other’s…….(then again its ur life n free county…whatever)….
Friday, February 03, 2006
You are strong, mischievous, and a little vain. You have no problems with taking revenge or fighting when you are threatened, or with playing jokes on friends. You do however have a soft spot that not many have the opportunity to see.
You have a personality similar to the character Kenshin in the series Rurouni Kenshin (30-39 points):
You have a strong sense of justice and loyalty. You will fight to defend yourself and those you love. You tend to be a bit hard on yourself at times.
You have a personality similar to the character Belldandy in the series Ah My Goddess (20-29 points):
You are sweet and kind. Generous to a fault. A little on the innocent side, but at the same time confident and thoughtful. Although powerful, you tend to refrain from using your powers for violence...rather for good-will and charity.
You have a personality similar to the character Chii in the series Chobits (under 19 points):
You are fairly naive in the ways of the world. You are sweet, and a bit of a people pleaser. Your happiness depends on the happiness of those you love.
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You have a personality similar to the character Kenshin in the series Rurouni Kenshin (30-39 points):
You have a strong sense of justice and loyalty. You will fight to defend yourself and those you love. You tend to be a bit hard on yourself at times.
You have a personality similar to the character Belldandy in the series Ah My Goddess (20-29 points):
You are sweet and kind. Generous to a fault. A little on the innocent side, but at the same time confident and thoughtful. Although powerful, you tend to refrain from using your powers for violence...rather for good-will and charity.
You have a personality similar to the character Chii in the series Chobits (under 19 points):
You are fairly naive in the ways of the world. You are sweet, and a bit of a people pleaser. Your happiness depends on the happiness of those you love.
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
DARKEST LOVE~
your guy will be dark, yet honest~ (probz like u)
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Geeni1/quizzes/WHAT%20KINDA%20BOY%20ARE%20YOU%20GONNA%20HAVE%20IN%20LOVE%20WITH%20YOU%20FIRST%3F%20(gurls%20onli%20plz)/ (tyr it its fun)
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your guy will be dark, yet honest~ (probz like u)
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Geeni1/quizzes/WHAT%20KINDA%20BOY%20ARE%20YOU%20GONNA%20HAVE%20IN%20LOVE%20WITH%20YOU%20FIRST%3F%20(gurls%20onli%20plz)/ (tyr it its fun)
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you are momigi! she is a cluts, and she gets bad grades, she has never been kissed, and she loves to do her best! she is not a wiz at math and her hand writing is horrible but she never gives up, and she would sacrafice her self to let the world live in peace from the aragami plant creatures! she is a a cool girl in my book because she nice and she will never give up! SHE IS THE KUSHINADA!
(she remind me of my self )
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(she remind me of my self )
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COULD IT BE !!!!
So .....its been a while since i actually wrote in here....i mean life aint easy for me ....degree life is one heck of thick jungle......if u know what i mean....well if u don't ....(um just pretend that u know what i mean)......or u can just stop reading and go back to ur "daliy other then reading my blog" thingy.
Ok where was i ........right me being not able to cope wif degree life....ok lets just drop that crap and get on wif life......(oh by the way: i ain't givin up on degree k).......so yesterday i posted some ...um quiz resutls.....so well.....geezz i hope i had sum thing to share.......OH WAIT A FREAKIN MINUTE............I DO HAVE SUMTIN FOR YO ALL.......i went to Genting and played eveything....yup life was fun.....i went there on the eve of CNY
Well um.....well it was fun....i totally loved the space shot and the flying coaster....it was Great.....the picture is to show that i really went there...hheheheheh....oh that picture is me in cyclone.....(not sure how to spell).......
Then i stayed over nite n Hotel Resort.......at room 6110.......u wanna noe sumthing.....the room of hotel i stayed well i think was haunted......(i'm serious)......ok i will tell u in detail.....
That nite we came back very late after playing all the game and watched ali baba in 4D.....then its was almost 12.......all of us took bath and was ready to go to bed......at first there was no sound....then suddenly i heard a number of foot steps and the u noe the cleaning trolly being pushed at the corridoor outside......at first i was really pissed and annoyed like hell...coz all my sleep was flying out the window.......my parents were mad too........the foot step was always the same....like about 10 people stomping their foot and the trolly being pushed....so what so odd about that....well the whole hotel floor inside and outside was on carpet.....all meaning the outside coridoor ...the lift....the inside of the hotel rooms and etc.....(y coz its cold at nite so having carpet can suck in the damp air and reduce the cold) so if there are carpet everywhere how do u think the sound of 10 pople stomping around like they are on non carpet floor ...(mcm atap) the sound(more like the dammed @#$%%# noise) was so loud that it was really Impossible to do it if u are walking on the carpet !!! Ok u might even say that maybe the sound is from below...hello for ur info we are on the sixth floor....the whole goddammed theme park is closed by 10.00pm so .......my dad being pissed went and open the door only to find nothing but cold air.......He even took the trouble to walk around.....ok here is the most ODD part........
The footstep sound well it goes around our room....like its circling our beds......then when it reach the left side of the room where the toilet is ...it would eventually flush even when there was no body there.......It when on and on and on and on and on...........untill i was so pissed and go annoyed that i wanted to see what is causing the flash...so my dad waited at outside the toilet and i put my ear to the wall....i did heard it...the walking crowd and the trolly...going around the walls of our room......then eventually to the toilet....when the flush sound came my dad tried to open the door but it won't budge....pissed it remained close.....after the flush was gone the door opened.........(so what was that)......
Being pissed the whole thing when on n on n on n on.......i tell it NEVER STOPPED !!! i tell u my fly didn't even sleep so we wtached a movie that was on....MATRIX can u believe that......even when we were watching the stomping and fluching never stoped.....so if u ask me was i scared....it never hit any off our head...that the room was actually haunted or there was a ghost around....all we were feeeling was mad beyond anything.......i tell u if i did see the dammed ghost .....its history ...i was so cranky that i would have just do sum ghost buster to the stupid ghost......or what ver it was......then when dawn came the whole sound stopped.....then gone....i blanked out......
That morning u should have seen our face...we were so tired from the lack of sleep.....then we came home........
the next day my aunty came......and we were saying about the nite incident....when she asked could it be ghost thats when all of us...just realize the room was haunted and we didn't even feel scared....then my anty's fren who tacked along wif my aunty asked...what was the room number......we told her and she said..."ah that hotel i heard lots of complain.......people said the heard strange noise like what u said.......my son said the same thing...but he was on the 11th sound...oh the flush goes on right after the footstep reach the toilet right?..." i guess there is sumthing really wrong with that hotel.....
So u wanna know wat i think.......I think i should have ask my money back.....!!!! AHHHHHH man wasted my money and my percious sleep....!!
So if u have this kinda da think happening at that hotel...pelase tell me.......i SO wanna know....k till then toodles
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
you are chained in darkness. a smile is a rare thing to find on your face. you din't believe in love as anything besides more chains. you use so much energy to hide, you forget to look for those who really care. you may think that i don't know what i am talking about, but i have been down that road, and trust me, you won't like that ending. try your best just to live and don't give up. someday someone well come and save you but 'til then, just hild on and try your best to break the chains
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Your anime guy has black clothes and black hair, just like his personality. He's dark and so are you and you dont let anyone stand in your way and no one can tell you what to do!!!!!! Yay you! (even if you are evil..... O.O)
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