Am i too shy ?

So the topic for today is ......am i too shy ? Have u by any chance have actually notice this side of me (and decided to NOT tell me for whatever reason u thought of not telling me). Well do feel free to tell me:
when u notice this and on
what type of situation and
how was my reaction ?
Well i'm not sure if i'm really shy before this but today i definitely found out.....and it was not a good thing to find out .......
I kinda notice this shyness is narrowed down to (well) Boys......well i think so i guess based on what i found my self reaction infront of guys ...especially the onces i never smiled to before or take notice of before......
I know last time by chance that i'm always been a bit stiff or kaku in malay when it comes to talking to boys despite their age ......But today had sooooo proven me wrong !! HUHUHU
i'm not gonna go in detail about this .....its kinda embarrassing but anyHoo why not just say whats on my mind ...(even if it is very brief) so doodles .....
p/s : i love this rainy days .....feel so nice