So the topic for today is ......am i too shy ? Have u by any chance have actually notice this side of me (and decided to NOT tell me for whatever reason u thought of not telling me). Well do feel free to tell me:
when u notice this and on
what type of situation and
how was my reaction ?
Well i'm not sure if i'm really shy before this but today i definitely found out.....and it was not a good thing to find out .......
I kinda notice this shyness is narrowed down to (well) Boys......well i think so i guess based on what i found my self reaction infront of guys ...especially the onces i never smiled to before or take notice of before......
I know last time by chance that i'm always been a bit stiff or kaku in malay when it comes to talking to boys despite their age ......But today had sooooo proven me wrong !! HUHUHU
i'm not gonna go in detail about this .....its kinda embarrassing but anyHoo why not just say whats on my mind ...(even if it is very brief) so doodles .....
p/s : i love this rainy days .....feel so nice
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Just becoz
Well since i haven't post for such a long time i decided to actually post something
Before anyting else lets just say congratulations on ur successful graduation
for those who have gradtuated.
Damm how time flies.....
so hey is one survey i thought i just play along ...taklen from Mas's blog though
Have you ever
Been on a plane: nooo but i wish i could soon
Swam in the ocean: yeah i think
Fallen asleep at school: not really .....i usually day dream alot
Broken someone's heart: nope dun even have one to start with
Fell off your chair: duh all the time
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved e-mails: only if its worth saving
What is your room like: clean just just the air is very cold
What's right beside you: my bed ...oh yeah ...its callin me
What is the last thing you ate: nasi lemak (yesterday)
Ever had
Chicken pox: never
Sore throat: yeah of course
Stitches: yeah .....i'm to much of a clutz
Broken nose: naaah hopefully never
Do you
Believe in love at first sight: what !!! NOOO
Like picnics: maybe depends on my mood
Who was were the last person
You danced with: my cousins
Last made you smile: haven't smiled yet .....still got along day ahead
You last yelled at: at myself for my FYP
Today did you
Talk to someone you like: i dun think i ever will
Kissed anyone: what ..???
Get sick: i bet it will be sooner...
Talk to an ex: NOO
Miss someone: yeah my mom
Eat: not yet ....i just woke up
Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no just my bantal busuk
What's under your bed: nothing
Who do you really hate: too many to be listed basiclly someone that piss me off
What time is it now: 10.25 AM
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: no...i'm thinking what to eat ??
Do you have any siblings: yeah
Do you want children: nope
Do you smile often: nope .....unless i'm in a good mood
Do you like your hand-writing: never.....
Are your toe nails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sister's hers is huge
What color shirt are you wearing now: white (my X school T shirt)
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i was doing my work
When did you cry last: can't remember
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: YESSSSSSSS!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: who cares
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: nope (not my style)
Do you sleep with the TV on: never
What are you doing right now: (DUH!!!)
Have you ever crawled through a window: yes hehehe it was fun
Can you handle the truth: can say i do ...but ya know truth hurts (at times)
Are you too forgiving: never
Are you closer to your mother or father: mom
Who was the last person you cried in front of: nobody
How many people can you say you've really loved: SKIP
Do you eat healthy: yeah
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Seriously this questions is starting to piss me off
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: no ...i cry becoz of my own mistakes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: my mom
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depends ....if with my close bud... loud
Are you confident: Never
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. I was happy and chit chatting wif my BF in 6 Ruby Class
2. UPSR
3. Going to class
4. doing some studies
5. enjoying bus rides
5 things on my to-do list today
1. go class
2. do more progress on my FYP
3. do my CBT project
4. update my anti virus
5. watch "From Hell" movie
5 snacks I enjoy
1. chips
2. chocolate
3. cherry tomato
4. ice cream
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. travel the whole world
2. pay off loans
3. do some charity work
4. donations
5. funds the SPCA
5 of my bad habits
1. I'm a very Moody person
2. i yell way to much
3. i like my own style ...if peeps don't get that i get pissed
4. i keep my thoughts all to myself
5. not very friendly to boys (heheh)
5 places I have lived in
1. Bangsar
2. Ilmu
3. Murni
4. Kepong ...untill now
5 jobs I've had
1. video and image editor
2. my LI work lah i guess
Before anyting else lets just say congratulations on ur successful graduation
for those who have gradtuated.
Damm how time flies.....
so hey is one survey i thought i just play along ...taklen from Mas's blog though
Have you ever
Been on a plane: nooo but i wish i could soon
Swam in the ocean: yeah i think
Fallen asleep at school: not really .....i usually day dream alot
Broken someone's heart: nope dun even have one to start with
Fell off your chair: duh all the time
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved e-mails: only if its worth saving
What is your room like: clean just just the air is very cold
What's right beside you: my bed ...oh yeah ...its callin me
What is the last thing you ate: nasi lemak (yesterday)
Ever had
Chicken pox: never
Sore throat: yeah of course
Stitches: yeah .....i'm to much of a clutz
Broken nose: naaah hopefully never
Do you
Believe in love at first sight: what !!! NOOO
Like picnics: maybe depends on my mood
Who was were the last person
You danced with: my cousins
Last made you smile: haven't smiled yet .....still got along day ahead
You last yelled at: at myself for my FYP
Today did you
Talk to someone you like: i dun think i ever will
Kissed anyone: what ..???
Get sick: i bet it will be sooner...
Talk to an ex: NOO
Miss someone: yeah my mom
Eat: not yet ....i just woke up
Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no just my bantal busuk
What's under your bed: nothing
Who do you really hate: too many to be listed basiclly someone that piss me off
What time is it now: 10.25 AM
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: no...i'm thinking what to eat ??
Do you have any siblings: yeah
Do you want children: nope
Do you smile often: nope .....unless i'm in a good mood
Do you like your hand-writing: never.....
Are your toe nails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sister's hers is huge
What color shirt are you wearing now: white (my X school T shirt)
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i was doing my work
When did you cry last: can't remember
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: YESSSSSSSS!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: who cares
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: nope (not my style)
Do you sleep with the TV on: never
What are you doing right now: (DUH!!!)
Have you ever crawled through a window: yes hehehe it was fun
Can you handle the truth: can say i do ...but ya know truth hurts (at times)
Are you too forgiving: never
Are you closer to your mother or father: mom
Who was the last person you cried in front of: nobody
How many people can you say you've really loved: SKIP
Do you eat healthy: yeah
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Seriously this questions is starting to piss me off
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: no ...i cry becoz of my own mistakes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: my mom
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depends ....if with my close bud... loud
Are you confident: Never
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. I was happy and chit chatting wif my BF in 6 Ruby Class
2. UPSR
3. Going to class
4. doing some studies
5. enjoying bus rides
5 things on my to-do list today
1. go class
2. do more progress on my FYP
3. do my CBT project
4. update my anti virus
5. watch "From Hell" movie
5 snacks I enjoy
1. chips
2. chocolate
3. cherry tomato
4. ice cream
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. travel the whole world
2. pay off loans
3. do some charity work
4. donations
5. funds the SPCA
5 of my bad habits
1. I'm a very Moody person
2. i yell way to much
3. i like my own style ...if peeps don't get that i get pissed
4. i keep my thoughts all to myself
5. not very friendly to boys (heheh)
5 places I have lived in
1. Bangsar
2. Ilmu
3. Murni
4. Kepong ...untill now
5 jobs I've had
1. video and image editor
2. my LI work lah i guess
Thursday, June 19, 2008
When pigs fly .......
Well it’s been an awful long since I wrote a decent entry here……..i mean I’ve been very buzy with everything……when I say I’m busy …I’m really busy …..neway life has been treating me very bad ……..Gosh I think …no no …..i AM born a jinx …I swear by it I really do…..everything I do turns out to be …well..shit !!!
For the past 3 months my life has been like hell……I have to admit I did have a few good memories but still nothing beats more if there is NO balance of having good and bad memories.
Ok subject change …….
Lets see if I could list a few random things (lately I’ve been doing that)
Ok first is first I had the most weird dream….and mind u this dream I had like many time before ……..ok here is the deal ,….(dun laugh)
I always dream that I’m in trouble ….and that in order to save myself I have to loose my teeth …..(ok ok I know its stupid) but its always the same
There is something happening and I have to save someone ……and at that time the only way to do it loosing all of my teeth. And here is the weird part …..when I loose my teeth it come out in a chunk …means like the whole front of it comes out and lil bit of the trouble is solved !!! and finally I save the men kind but I always end up with empty gums and smiling like a dork !!! And there there is this hunk which I suppose to be my hero …won’t hold my hand coz I got no teeth …and then I wake up …scared and runs to the mirror to check If I still have em….
If you ask me ……its totally stupid but even this morning I ended up waking up touching my teeth….. (shivers)
Ok another random thought ……um….during my training I read a lot of book since they send me to my training at the library …..heaven it was until I met with my boss (hey piggie piggie …..come closer I’ll ditch u in da hot oil…....and watch u squeal for you dear pathetic life ....... here piggie pigge!!!!)
Arrghhhhh not gonna waste time talking about stupid people....arrghhh the urger to set my boss on fire and kick her off the hill.....(stands at the edge and laugh insanely) ..............
Moving on ……….Oh I’m eating too much lately…..when I get tensed up I eat like a lot …a lot and now I feel like I have put on some weight (noooooo!!!)
Oh now that my room is at the attic (yeah I love privacy) and I feel very happy there………just the way I like it ……alone and I can here or see anything from my window !!! besides I also love the fact that its all mine …..one negative point is that I can here everything going on down stairs …..even at night I can here the refregirator going buzz very clearly !!!
Ok I’ll put date some stupid stuff some other time ….coz my fingers is hurting !!!
p/S: When pigs fly i shall be free from my jinxed life
For the past 3 months my life has been like hell……I have to admit I did have a few good memories but still nothing beats more if there is NO balance of having good and bad memories.
Ok subject change …….
Lets see if I could list a few random things (lately I’ve been doing that)
Ok first is first I had the most weird dream….and mind u this dream I had like many time before ……..ok here is the deal ,….(dun laugh)
I always dream that I’m in trouble ….and that in order to save myself I have to loose my teeth …..(ok ok I know its stupid) but its always the same
There is something happening and I have to save someone ……and at that time the only way to do it loosing all of my teeth. And here is the weird part …..when I loose my teeth it come out in a chunk …means like the whole front of it comes out and lil bit of the trouble is solved !!! and finally I save the men kind but I always end up with empty gums and smiling like a dork !!! And there there is this hunk which I suppose to be my hero …won’t hold my hand coz I got no teeth …and then I wake up …scared and runs to the mirror to check If I still have em….
If you ask me ……its totally stupid but even this morning I ended up waking up touching my teeth….. (shivers)
Ok another random thought ……um….during my training I read a lot of book since they send me to my training at the library …..heaven it was until I met with my boss (hey piggie piggie …..come closer I’ll ditch u in da hot oil…....and watch u squeal for you dear pathetic life ....... here piggie pigge!!!!)
Arrghhhhh not gonna waste time talking about stupid people....arrghhh the urger to set my boss on fire and kick her off the hill.....(stands at the edge and laugh insanely) ..............
Moving on ……….Oh I’m eating too much lately…..when I get tensed up I eat like a lot …a lot and now I feel like I have put on some weight (noooooo!!!)
Oh now that my room is at the attic (yeah I love privacy) and I feel very happy there………just the way I like it ……alone and I can here or see anything from my window !!! besides I also love the fact that its all mine …..one negative point is that I can here everything going on down stairs …..even at night I can here the refregirator going buzz very clearly !!!
Ok I’ll put date some stupid stuff some other time ….coz my fingers is hurting !!!
p/S: When pigs fly i shall be free from my jinxed life
Thursday, February 14, 2008
another quiz
Your Mind is Purple |
 Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. |
Random Quizzes ( try 'em)
You Should Date A Japanese Guy! |
 You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono! |
Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
Your Life is 41% Perfect |
 Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great. You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize. |
You Are 56% Shy |
 Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life. |
Your Superhero Profile |
 Your Superhero Name is The Vector Flare Your Superpower is Metahuman Your Weakness is Garlic Your Weapon is Your Particle Tentacles Your Mode of Transportation is Zip-line |
that is soooo dumb
You Are 52% A Child of the 80s |
 Back in the day, you were totally 80s. Tubular, totally tubular. |
You Are a Tiny Tease |
 You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! |
Your Love Life is Like Pretty Woman |
 "I want the fairy tale" You believe that love is truly blind, unpredictable, and surprising. Two very different people can easily find true love. At least, that is how it will happen when you marry a gorgeous billionaire someday ;-) Your love style: Sensual and flirty Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Surprisingly happy |
WHT THE HELL.......!!!
You Are Beef |
 You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak. And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count. |
HHAHAHA
Your Geek Profile: |
 Fashion Geekiness: Highest Gamer Geekiness: High Geekiness in Love: High Internet Geekiness: Moderate Movie Geekiness: Moderate SciFi Geekiness: Moderate Academic Geekiness: Low General Geekiness: Low Music Geekiness: Low |
OH MY GOD i'm A NERD