Dunno what is going on anymore !!!!

I have no idea what is going on anymore......everything seems to be in a blur......i feel like i'm in a daze mood all the time.....i have no idea what to do...i have test in one more day...and if i start blogging ...oh my god what the hell am i doing blogging at this time of the nite..........man i have to get a life.....anyway there are things that really bothering me for quite a long time........dunno y ......when i think everything is going fine....and then "BAMM" i'm in so much in biggie trouble......it kinda hurts and yes felt betrayed ..........
Y this happens ?......man guess only god knows........i never knew that this things been going on behind my back.....till well today.......it kinda really felt...annoying and i really feel like i'm some kinda untrustworthy gal.......man ......
Today i really wanted to donate blood but ....y they had to set it all up late.....had to go to the insulting class for no reason......thought about doing it tomorrow .....i just remember i have exam the very next day at 8.30 am........is blood worth giving away at the very precious time that u may find some time to study.......well some may say yes.....but some may not........but i think i better study coz i can always donate another time .....but guess what u won't have another chance to do ur exam again......so this time MAI N MAS don't forget to call me along......wanna donate the next time u guys do it......ok its our deal.......
Then again i just got my red flag so another valid reason for not being able to go donate blood.......hehheheheheh i ain't no kindin......
"ok lah better go sleep before tomorrow start"

"DONATE BLOOD IS A BLOODY GOOD DEED"